So we are going to give it another go at quitting the cancer stix once and for all. We promised each other that starting Monday, tomorrow, we are not going to smoke. We have too much going on and with me still looking for a job, we need to stash all the money we can until this dry phase ends.
I have a second interview tomorrow, which I am pretty excited about. Therapy has helped immensely and I finally can feel good about myself again. I realise now that getting the axe was not entirely my fault and honestly, I cant picture myself in that job 5 years from now. I am happy enough to take a pay cut for my happiness.
The gym will also be seeing my face again. Although I have not gained any weight, I most certainly have lost stamina and strength. It will be so good to feel that warmth of endorphins after a good workout and challenge.
Lastly, I have been able to get loads of photos for my portfolio and maybe I can start compiling some ideas for maybe even getting published. I really want a new camera, terribly! But for now, it's one thing at a time.
I hope to get this job tomorrow. But all in all... Things are looking brighter and I feel quite happy. Finally!
Take that, ex-boss!
